I continue to receive nothing but I’m forced to pay for children I may never see

I am writing to you guys to vent a little I cannot believe we run such a fucked system as this CSA rort it has NEVER been about the children! If it was could someone please explain to myself how it is possible I havent seen nor heard from my 2 kids since March 14 2005?

I have been screwed the whole time not once has there been any consideration given to my living circumstances seems to be fine for myself to be left with no job no car nor a place to live I was forced to live at a friends house in a caravan for some 2 years. the harder I worked the more they take what fucking kind of system is this that robs a person of their earnings and gives nothing back?
My story starts in 2003 where this bitch was able to claim child support while I was still living there? I left November 13 that year for melbourne where my family lives with only 9 boxes and my university degrees shattered by this bitch. My first priority was to seek employment and a place to live which I found with parents and a company by the following Febuary 2004 after commencing work I started paying this bitch regular monies over a 12 – 18 period only to have CSA send me a statement for that period stating I payed nothing despite having receipts money orders this bitch claimed no mutual intention meaning my NAP were rejected. I appealed to SSAT only to have them write what they wanted and hide behind rules. Can you believe they agreed with the bitch’s lies when she stated I spent $500 on a step daughters birthday when I denied that the report from them stated I agreed suffice to say thats when I gave up on the entire system and saw it for what it is a system to enslave people on the pretext of support children.

To this day I continue to receive nothing yet somehow am forced to pay for children I fear I will never see as I cannot afford the time or money to go to court as I am constantly struggling to make ends meet.